when you are upset or sad or angry, how do you cope? i wish i can see how other people deal with such annoying emotions, and learn from them if they're successful. I should be able to deal with stuff like stress and anxiety about the future and sadness, but honestly, i haven't been dealing with it well these past few days. I am crying a lot, and i think it is bc of hormones since im gonna get my period soon, but also because its exam week and i am so stressed out. I mean, what if i dont get accepted into univeristy and get a shot at what i want to become? what i want to become is so far-fetched for someone as mediocre as me, and if i do attempt to pursue it I KNOW i will face many more emotional roller coasters and uneccessary stress and despair like this... but if i dont, i might regret not chasing after my initial goals, and regret it? should i go after my dreams, even if i know i will die 1000 times, since i am not naturally smart? or should i be smart in another sense, and allow myself to get a steady mediocre job, and allow myself to avoid extra stress and sadness from pursuing my current aspiration? what should i do? how do you deal with these decisions? im so freaking young but i am such a worrier and this is so extra, and i am so extra and pretentious on here and i hate myself... okay no i take that back i mustn't hate myself, but like what do i do? how do you make your life decisions?
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